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“We only have writer’s block when we think what we write has to actually be good.” (in)courage via Twitter 12/16/13

In researching for the 2nd book, I have realized that much of what I have on my heart to share has already been stated in one way or another by other authors who have done a much better or more profound job than I could do.  I am humbled to attempt to embark upon this new journey and tread into the waters of other great writers.

However, God has reminded me that even if the content may not be as novel as I would hope or pretend, the format is.  Iron Rose Sister Ministries (IRSM) is passionate about small group Bible studies and transformation in community.  There is nothing like time in the Word and in prayer with other Christian sisters.

So, please know that in the writing of the 2nd book, this blog, or anything else IRSM related, it is done while being bathed in prayer.  I pray over each and every life that may be touched by whatever God might communicate through me.  I pray over the groups that will gather and dive into the Word together, facilitated by IRSM studies.  I pray that the words of my mouth (or the words on the page) and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in His sight (Psalm 19:14).

For the past week or so I have been wrestling - the kind of wrestling that leads to restless nights, crazy dreams, changes in appetite, self-doubt, and a general state of confusion.  Am I in a spiritual battle?  Has my depression re-raised it's ugly, shadowed head again?  Am I still recovering from my surgery a month ago?  Or am I just overwhelmed by all that needs to be done for the ministry, the new book, etc?  There's also the issue of the holidays and family dynamics, being in a new city, missing old friends...  I don't know that I will get to the bottom of the cause of my wrestling, but I think that God has shed a little light on how He can use it.

I believe that for there to be effective writing that communicates to the heart and soul of whatever we are facing, it must come with a spirit of authenticity and vulnerability.  Well, I'm there.  God is allowing various circumstances and situations to strip away everything else and leave me with a dependance on Him.

I guess that makes for good timing to write the second book for Iron Rose Sister Ministries: "Who has the last Word?"  I appreciate your prayers as God guides my words and leads my steps.